Gelo-Giusti

The crazies, the crazies Are swarming, again. Save me, Save me From this mess i'm in, again. The shade of it all. Waste your breath, my time On this petty, petty drama. Desperate for attention Look at me Happiness built on the Expense of others. Will cause your world to crumble. The stars always see Karma flows with the tide of the planets Save yourself from yourself You've been warned. Farewell...

Finding comfort in coffee Walk the dog downtown Children and Criminals The horror of the city Crowds of faces never smile. Cold concrete, foggy skies No life to be seen. The sea wails in silence. A spark, the robot lives. Frozen steel. Bare and dead. Grinding gears, the child cries. Looking for mommy, a home, a life The horror. The torture of the city Bare feet on cobblestone The loneliness won't fade People. Blank canvases. Waiting for a miracle to unfold.

Sleep in infantile dreams Kicking and screaming against the truth Spindle the thread of the spider's web Looming it's presence of madness. Depression set. Drink your worries. Looking beautiful, hanging pretty. See yourself spiraling out of control Killing, harming yourself to the brink of extinction. Heed this warning, children of.... Hedonistic behaviors, using pleasure to justify your lies. Chandeliers in graveyards help you find your way out Of this unseemly mess. Who do you lust for? When you say "you love" Watch what you say, dear child. The truth can sting. Razors dropping rubies in the bathroom Hoping the pain'll set you

I'm going on a journey to another realm. I wanna watch the sunset on the river in a canoe. Sometimes it's really scary, so I tell myself: "Life is just a story. Turn to chapter two" I can't wait for my funeral; I'll look so pretty in black. There will lots of roses and hopefully some balloons. The past is just a story, so throw it all away. Find yourself in the chaos and see the hidden truth. Sometimes it's really scary, so I tell myself: "You don't have to worry. Just have fun being you." You wrote the play, the masquerade. You are the artist of your life. Years roll by and we'll all die and then it starts over again. I'm going o

Mirrors are powerful things. They assure you. (You look good.) They compliment you. (You have beautiful eyes.) They destroy you. (You are hideous monster.) A reflection on glass opens you to a world of self critique. Am I really this fat? Another blemish. Why aren't I pretty? Why me? There is no protection from your psyche when you gaze upon yourself. The face reflects the horror inside. The past. The present. The future. Doom and gloom. When you look in a mirror you cannot escape unchanged. Everything brought to the surface. Your self-esteem. Your self-worth. Your self-pity. Your self-hate. Me. Me. Me. Me. You cannot suga

Farewell I write this letter to express my love for all my wonderful friends who have helped me through so much this year. I also would like to express my sorrow for I will not be with you. Recently my mental health has been deteriorating and I'm beginning to find myself a stranger in my own life, a minor character in a story that's not my own. I'm traveling down a rabbit hole to my grandmothers house which is secluded in the foothills of Sacramento, where all I'll have is a pen, paper, and a delightfully out of tune piano. There is a cancerous chaos that is running rampant through the veins of society, yet no one seems to notice it. Gay ma

Mischief + Magic ~ GeloGiusti An act of defiance she runs away To far away lands unknown creatures Off the map, over again Through the folly, we dance! A cauldron bubbles, the witches laugh Mischief + Magic worlds collide Science, fact, fiction and fantasy Into the folly, we fight! What can you see with closed eyes? What can you feel without love? Who do you believe…? The mind wanders and the heart craves

Departure ~ GeloGiusti A sub reality
 A concreate fantasy Normality fades The average is flipped upside down And the freaks reign in this Tortured parade Yet it all fades… Parting is torture Melancholy at its worst You say you'll miss me But you never would Screams of an infant Screams from me Which is more acceptable in your reality? I never cared one way or another I have a habit of giving up Parting is a splendor Rejoining the unknown Talking to strangers I feel more at home You say you trusted me Is that all part of your sick fantasy? I'm in my own world now Don't pass go. The line between here and now

Into the Abyss~ GeloGiusti Floating in my head, mindless oceans Drifting through the abysmal currents But the moonlit lanterns give me hope To get me through tomorrow Galaxies, Sun beams Ethereal Sounds Diamond Song, Athena Calls Paradise It's ok if i die tomorrow The midnight campfires will still glow The trees hold a song the blackbird sings Rabbits dance to it in the Spring Summer nights, Apollo's delight Ethereal sounds Winter stones, Autumns grove Paradise Cosmic rays and Indian graves A plethora of rejoice and sorrow The Earth, The Moon, The Skies, The Ocean Sings along hooo~

Confessions ~GeloGiusti A tragedy in the making Pills scattered lie on the bathroom floor A beauteous array of blood and vomit coat the wallpaper (nicely) Insane mop of hair showers her face Cuts and scratches glaze her body Cotton-Candy lips gape open It's sickly sweet i'm addicted to your agony Three cheers for your determination My ice cold heart is beating faster It's what i see~ Whispering in the dark Go back to the start Don't you wanna know what's on my mind At any given time? I'm a killer A filthy creature with a twisted demeanor